Monday, December 21, 2009

I love her


“People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you’re successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them. Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get hurt. Give the world the best you’ve got anyway.”
-mother teresa.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Eden is a hell of a place.

Monday, December 7, 2009









Don't care to explain much but my feet will Bleeed.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Melody. The images of survival that race through my mindd, my God it has become a virus, a vital part of my life, not to mention the universe inside of me.. the immortality factor, Life or Death it is all I have. That sweet tune. You would never understand what I am saying, but you do know of that place only you can reach deepp down in your soul? That is where you will discover what I am speaking of. It sees Everything. Review Your Lives. onegonegonegonegone

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Discovering Myself

Content, but at the same time Empty. I think my emptiness comes from lack of love and a lack of answers. I want to fix this, but i cant get any answers. I need to find my way, my calling, and what I truly believe in.

Am i happy? or do I feel happy? the only happiness, the only fulfillment, the only total living I will experience is rite here rite now. I will not replace God with Truth in my heart anymore because I have come to the realization that God is Truth. Philosophy is a good thing to collect, yet I feel like if I were to die rite now I would neither go to heaven nor hell.. but become a black whole somewhere in Outter space. This lack of faith proves to me that I need to truthfully examine and correct my thoughts. I’m going to shift out any unpure thoughts in my mind and learn how to be a real man. I'm going to read books and im going to gain knowledge and then i will practice my principles. Equilibrium in the mind, knowledgeable conscience, the love to learn, a total mind revolution. Fair enough.

I am currently aiming to find out what my reality is. We each have our own idea of reality.. through discussion and reading i hope to ascertain the knowledge i need to find my place and figure out why im here and what i should really be doing here..